Your heart beats faster. Your cheek blushes. And a smile spread across your lips.
Someone messing up with your head right now. The cutest one you’ve ever seen. An instantaneous attraction. And oh, you are now wishing cupid to shoot both of you. Even you already know some love doesn’t hit the target.
All you are doing is just day dreaming because you have no courage to tell your immense adoration. Your friends persuade you to make a move but no, you are too shy. You have too much “what if” questions which pop up in your head and you’re not ready to take the risk. Congratulations! You are officially a secret admirer now.
“A secret admirer is an individual who feels adoration, fondness or love for another person without disclosing his or her identity to that person, and who may send gifts or love letters to his or her crush” -Wikipedia
Before we go to the 7 songs which (I think) describe how it feels to be a secret admirer, I need to make a point in here. You should distinguish the difference between a secret admirer and a stalker. A secret admirer is harmless. Someone who has innocent admiration from enjoyment of lovely fantasies, in silence. Whereas a stalker is harmful. Someone who is actively trying to manipulate someone into compliance with their obsessive fantasy. Got it? Good.
Take a look at my pick and see if you agree with my selection. Now pour yourself a hot tea and enjoy.
1. Seeing Stars by BØRNS
Saw her walking on the side of the road, on the sidewalk chalk from my balcony window. First sight she made me look twice.
2. Heart Skips A Beat by Lenka
My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”. And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe.
3. Goodnight And Go by Imogen Heap
Follow you home, you’ve got your headphones on and you’re dancing. Why d’ya have to be so cute? It’s impossible to ignore you.
4. Make You Feel My Love by Adele
And there is no one there to dry your tears, I could hold you for a million years. To make you feel my love.
5. Telescope by Hollywood Nobody
We’re walking on a different tracks, heading to a different space and time. And I can see you’re doing okay, though I’ll be using telescope. Capturing your moves, deliver love you might not received, not received.
6. Reality by Adhitia Sofyan
But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall. How do I begin to finish this never ending fairytale. I need to get back to reality.
7. Because I Do by Pearl & The Puppets
I close my eyes so I’m not seeing. And I shut my ears so I’m not hearing. I close my eyes so I’m not seeing. You’re out of reach and now I’m bleeding.
You know what is good for you. To keep the secret or to not keep the secret, it’s your choice.
Definitely not a mind reader, so I can’t help you to know how they feel if you don’t ask by yourself.